Today we welcome the New Moon in the fixed earth sign of Taurus,
the Bull. Sensual, stubborn, headstrong. Committed, earthy, material. These are
just a smattering of words that have been used to describe the nature of the
Venus-ruled springtime babes.
As we birth the merry month of May, we are drawn into celebrating
the earth element: our bodies, our sensuality, our abundance and prosperity. We
are also coaxed to remember Mother Earth in new ways. Honoring Her. How is she
supporting you? How has she continued to never let you down? How are you practicing
gratitude for clean water, necessary shelter, nutritious food in your belly,
and warmth in your heart?
Taken By the Sky: Taos, New Mexico
Taken by
Taken by the sky
Taken by the sky
Dreams
unwind
Love's a state of mind
Love's a state of mind
~ “Rhiannon,” Stevie
Nicks
As I write this, I’m having one of the best sensations a writerly
woman can have: tears flowing down my cheeks, blowing my nose, heart exploding
with Love. Inspired to write and humbled at the same time. The appreciation I
have for the beauty I am experiencing is flattening me. Hardly able to know how
to express myself, simultaneously knowing I must share even in the impossibility
of conveying exactly what is happening within and without. That very feeling is
Beauty and Truth.
It’s been a long time since I’ve been floored by a place. I’ve
been a traveler, a gypsy wanderer all of my life. India, of course, is one of
my Soul’s main homes. It was often difficult to write there, because my heart
was flooded with emotion, with bhakti.
Caught up in a Neptunian undertow of Love, it’s hard to put experiences into words.
And now, here, where I sit, atop a mesa just a few minutes’
walk from the rim of the Rio Grande, outside of Taos, New Mexico – I’ve got
that same emotion. Can’t stop crying. A knowing that this is one of my Soul’s “places
and spaces.” That there is a budding relationship with this land. In this life.
Surely in past lives. I swoon. I can barely talk at times. Looking out at the
azure skies. Watching a jackalope scamper across the road. Coyotes howling to welcome
me home at night. Nothing but the high desert sounds. No roads, no sirens, no nuthin’.
Just me, and the desert of Northern New Mexico.
Yes, I say. Yes, to Georgia O’Keeffe. To D.H. Lawrence. Yes,
Natalie Goldberg. Aldous Huxley. And of course, Julia Cameron. No coincidence I’m blown open
while teaching an Artist’s Way course online this spring. The very author of The Artist’s Way made Taos her home for
a long time, now settling in Santa Fe.
Yes, to so many creatives, free spirits, guided souls, earth ship builders, natural mystics. The Taoseños.
Yes, to the painters, photographers, writers, artists. To
the actors, like Dennis Hoffman, Dean Stockwell, and others, who have been
drenched in the dust, mesmerized by the mesas here. Yes, I say.
This is Taurus. To be so moved by a place that you feel the
roots rise up from deep within Her, to take hold of your Soul and let you know:
You are Home.
And so I ask You at this time: can you allow beauty to affect
you so deeply that you can’t speak? Can you let Mother Earth to flatten you
with Her wisdom, power, truth?
Can you give your Self the gift of visiting a wide-open
space and place that humbles you, brings you to your knees? Perhaps this
spring, summer. Perhaps it’s a secret wish to visit a national park, a heritage
site, a monument, an exotic land. Perhaps it’s a People. Perhaps it’s a forest,
a canyon, a desert, a natural spring.
Whatever is calling you, let the whisper turn into a solid “Yes.”
Now go.
On the Rio Grande |
Yesterday,
I went for a trail run along the rim of the Rio Grande. I could not
resist playing Duran Duran's "Rio." My inner 12-year old was giddy with
glee. Never would I have thought I'd be running in this place, having such a fantastic life, hearing this song, 35+ years into the future.
Thank you, Goddess. Fairy tales ARE true.
Her name is Rio and she dances on the sand
Just like that river twisting through a dusty land
And when she shines she really shows you all she can
Oh Rio, Rio dance across the Rio Grande
Just like that river twisting through a dusty land
And when she shines she really shows you all she can
Oh Rio, Rio dance across the Rio Grande
Taos Mesa Vista Sunrise, Photo by Jackie Sajewski |
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